Yea right, she's going Mute.

I really want to stop talking!..
I mean for real, I really want to,
for now, I really want to,
But every time I say that I find myself talking more and more.
I'm not good at this thing called "talking".
Name it, business talk, jokes, school talk, chat talk, talk talk,
nitty gritty talk, family talk, sex talk and even boyfriend girlfriend talk.
Don't judge me if all of a sudden I become mute in our conversation
It's just that, I'm not good at this "talking" thing
To those people that loves "talking", isn't tiring?
Well, yea, I practically get frustrated when I have to do lot of talking.
I just feel that talking too much  do me no good.
It drains my energy,
And worse, if you are a student, there's little you can do about not "talking".
If you don't talk your professor,
they will start to think that you are have no knowledge of what is being taught.
And if you talk and miss it right, you start thinking if you are really that dumb to answer a simple direct question wrong.
Only if all my talking/engaging in class will fill in the gap for my today absence in class,
maybe, just "maybe", then,
I will appreciate all the talking I have being engaging myself lately.
Anything other than this, this week,
I will not hesitate to turn on the mute mode.